"What's this, what's this, there's white stuff everywhere......"

[air_n_darkness]

Identify the souce of the quote in the subject line!!!!!!!!!!!!  EVERYONE on my friends list I feel should be able to do this!!!!! (even if I''m not sure I've directly quoted:)

Icy, sleety snowy....wouldn't be near so bad if people here knew how to drive in it.  Of course, I asked for it, now didn't I.......?

I feel good.  The store is in total chaos, things are moving at impossible speeds toward a destination I know not, but I feel good.  I had a very moving, very emotional private Yule rite last night, and slept well and sound for the first time in weeks.  I have come to grips w/ the fact that I can not move the mountain (no matter how much I want to), but I can build a path around it.

This was supposed to be a dream job, for me and for others.  A chance to shine.  A chance to create success from something I felt passionately about.  But dreams fade and lights die.  But I can't say that it was all for the worst.  Anything that promtes individual growth, no matter how painful, is always a good thing.

I've glimpsed the edges of what the Fates have in store for me and mine.  Not an easy time, but one that will ultimately lead to growth iin all areas for us both.  I just need to take that step- one big scary leap of faith.  But I also know that I can't take that step without tying up a few lose ends.  It is possible for me to go against my nature, but not quite that much.  After all, I'm a Weaver; I can't just leave dangling threads hanging around, now can I?

No more negativity; I may have to work in it, but I don't have to let it leech off me.  And I don't have to accept it.

 

 

Comments

[archmage.livejournal.com]

"A Nightmare Before Christmas".

Bah.

[air_n_darkness]

Well, if YOU hadn't know it, I'd really have been suprised:)!

[archmage.livejournal.com]

Why? I hate that film and I mostly hate Burton.

[air_n_darkness]

because you are the biggest movie buff I know:)!

[wolfdragon-arts.livejournal.com]

yeah it was supposed to be a dream job wasn't it????

so much for hope and dreams of this nature...
ONWARDS TO THE NEXT ONE... and see if I can make it work

i would have gotten the quote... but I arrive to late

[syrinakintari.livejournal.com]

Glad to here your rit went well. It's about fuckin time you realized the store didn't have to negatively affect every aspect of your life! You had to see that for yourself though. Debbie is the only one who might have been able to just tell you that outright and and not gotten chewed out or ignored at best. Now hopefully you can look forward to Shadow Con.

Incidently it looks like I can probably actually go to MIG next week not 100& but probably so didg out some close and plan on joining whats left of the Goth's! PLease!